I am filth.

In an eternal gaze,I try to see
What I am and what I long to be.
In this plagued world
I am but filth
An outcast among dishonourable souls
Yes I am filth
And alone I wait for prophecies to unfold

And alone I have lost
And all alone paid the cost
For in this world I have defied
I am but filth
Among men with no remorse inside.
Yes I am filth
The broken clarion of change denied.

And it is alone that I have trudged and stumbled
Put on a brave face while inside I crumbled
For I did love just once
But I was but filth
For I had a chivalrous heart
Yes I am filth
To have had it all and then torn it apart

I had but one friend who knew me best
And he let me down like all the rest
And now I think I'll just go away
For I am but filth
To a land where peace I can find
Coz I am filth
To need my own world inside my mind

I find dreams that wont come true.
I hear promises full of lies.
In this world I despise
I am but filth.
For now I fear no fall.
Yes I am become filth
For I can love no more.
For I am filth
And honour is all I gain.
For I am filth
And that is what I will remain.